I remember I had this when I was little. It was so awesome looking through each of reels. I just liked the pictures. :D

Little Dragon - Twice

Anxiety

I don’t know why, but I always have anxiety when someone that I truly care about leaves or if I get attached to something, and then I don’t have it anymore. I just get this pressure on my chest. I can’t sleep. My minds racing, and I just can’t slow it down.

I feel like that now. I miss him very much, and I hope he got home safely..I GUESS HE DID BECAUSE HE JUST TEXTED ME!!! I still feel anxiety ridden though. I hope I feel better by tomorrow.

I Am Happy

I finally got to meet that special someone this weekend, and I’m proud so say that I’ve the most amazing experience. It felt like “forever” waiting for him to arrive from the airport, but when he finally did. I felt more and more feelings toward him. We checked in the hotel late at night, and got settled. He’s the most sweetest guy that I’ve ever met. He didn’t care about what I looked like. He wanted me to feel comfortable and to make sure that I was taking care of myself. He was there for me. He wanted me to be happy and feel beautiful, and would tell me that. He wasn’t there to judge me. He just wanted me to be myself. He treated me with respect and kindness. He was so nice, and gave me gifts. I appreciate them very much!!! We ate out and watched movies together. And I’m happy to say that we’re together. I’m wishing for the best. I appreciate and love you very much Kenrick. It was great having a heart to heart last night, and I’m sorry I cried in the car when you were leaving.

- Chris

He’s Coming Tomorrow…

Okay so I posted about the guy that I had met. We’ve been talking a lot, and I’m growing to like him more and more. He even got me a gift for New Year’s, and scheduled a trip sooner to see me. So, I don’t have to wait till March. He even got me a gift, and I have an idea of what it is, and I’m really surprised he would do that for me. I’m excited and nervous. Hopefully, things go well when I meet him.

I thought this picture was cute… : )

Love Triangles

Are one of the most difficult forms of love. You can’t help, but have feelings for more than one person. But what if it becomes unbearable to the point that you have to lie in order to maintain those relationships? You must be true to yourself.  Even if it means you have to let go of the one’s you love. You have to face the reality that you can’t be with more than one person. You must talk about it, and express how you truly feel, and come to an understanding with those involved. If they can’t understand, and don’t want to be apart of your life anymore, than you know that those people weren’t good for you anyway. It’s better to not let things escalate because worse things can happen as time goes on.  It’s one of the most difficult decisions that you may have to make.  Because you may feel you love both people the same way, or that you’re in a relationship and talking to somebody else or just confused on what you want in life. But please don’t lie to yourself and others. Be true, and try and work things out before they get worse.

Lana Del Rey - Born to Die

yamumay asked: ur reply made my day :)) thank you

I’m glad it did. :)

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